it is amazing, just when i though that i knew someone so well... come to find out i did not know them at all. it is crazy how you can feel from betrayal. some of you may see it as a low self esteem issue, i see it as not really being a friend, just looking out for your own best interest or for the lack of better words "your own ass", now is that really being a friend? lets try not talking shit behind my back, be a grown up and say it to my face unless you are affraid of what i might say back. now to everyone who is reading this you may think you know who i am talking about but stop and think, you MIGHT get it.
i know i will get over this but trust that is something different.
thanks for your time.
peace
my day started out like any other day. work, work, work. leeanne there is someone here to see you, so out of the freezer and into the daylight. looked around and no one just as i was getting ready to turn around i hear LEEANNE it was my friend Jonathan that i had not seen in 2 years. i talked to him and his friend for about 10 min and then they left. back into the freezer. about 30 min later leeanne there is someone here to see you, crap, i thought well surely this is scott and staci or someone i am related to. came out of the freezer again and right there in front of me is my friend Sophia. she was up for the Telluride Film Festival she works for VF magazine. I just happen to be doing her wedding next summer (big surprise), so we went to lunch and talked about details. it is always good to see her she is so funny and has great stories. got back to work and this time i stayed out on the floor and stocked, JC was the next person that i saw, he was leaving today instead of tomorrow because he likes to avoid the crowd (reminds me of someone else i know). i had a couple of other people stop by it was fun i have not had that many people stop to see me in one day ever. it was nice. my last guest was HC (more info on him later) i told him that i needed to work and that i got off at 2:00pm. so he came back and we went and got coffee and headed for the school again (again because i had been up there once already today) and we sat and talked about work and the future of work. (that in it self is a story) then i talked to Ralland for about an hour tonight. then everyone in his family talked to me to tell me that they missed me yesterday (i could not get a flight back from california if i went) they had a bar-b-q for labor day and the whole family was there. momma miles, Reggi, Ralland, Randal, Robbi, wivies, children, just everyone. so today was a good day. and to everyone in regards to a picture of Ralland and i , someday. there was one taken when we were at the wedding in texas and maybe if it turned out ok.
peace.