i think it is shitty that my place of business does not give us ANY holidays off except for Christmas....that is it. and if you ask for time off around a holiday..... hahahah......forget it, it will not happen. then to make it worse people that you know and live with don't even come by and say anything when they are in the store. if i would not have seen my aunt they mostly likely would have just kept on shopping and then told me later they were in the store. my so called roommates come into the store (i find this out because the stuff is sitting on the counter in wal-hell-mart bags) and don't even stop to ask how my day is going or nothing. what gives? i guess i know where i rate on the ol' totem pole, not very damn high that is for sure!
anyway, i was thinking about it and i do not get holidays off with this job and i am pretty sure that i am not going to get any off at my next job, considering it is going to be a 24-7 kind of a thing. oh well it will be fun with something different happening everyday.
well i need to go and put my clothes away and pick up the house. hope you all had a good holiday.
peace.
here are the 3rd day pics and to add to it i am sick. i will explain more later.
peace
lets start with the rules:
1: don't, i mean really don't go riding if you have not done some serious riding between the 20 year gap from childhood stupidity to full grown adult stupidity.
2: never and i stress once again never use your friends bike that has only been ridden by this person maybe 3 times before you get ahold of it.
3: make sure before you get on the bike you have
a: a will
b: enough money to cover damages
c: good health insurance from one or two places
d: life insurance
e: a good sense of humor
thankfully i had all of the above.
4: rino type skin to catch all the crap you will get from your best friend.
now with that said i must say that staci handled it with grace. i know she had to be pissed, but she told me that all that mattered was that i was ok and not still in my piled twisted form that scott and brian found me in the first time. that is right i said first time. the "first time" was a crash that evil canevil would have been proud of. needless to say rocks and tree trunk stubs were involved. this one make me laugh except when i thought that i had broken my two fingers on my left hand (included was my good pointing finger, pointed to the sky most of the time but a pointer none the less). this is when any "normal" person would have called it quits, but nnnnoooooo, i was having way tooooooo much fun. about 10 or 15 minutes later (no joke) i bit it again. some jackass came up to me (note not getting off his bike to help me) points to his head and says you need a helmet. REALLY! but in the back i heard brian say "that was awsome" and a laugh, my next thought was screw off pal i just made my nephew proud. heheheh. after that thought it was over. i went back to the suv (on the way finding out that i had bent staci's handle bars, and you guessed it holy shit was all i could think) cleaned up blood and checked out bruises which you can see in the pics below. keep in mind i DO NOT bruise easily. this morning i found new ones, tomorrow i will have scott take third day pics. be impressed i worked hard for these.
peace
ps. the bike is fixed so staci can ride this weekend.
being lied to in my "current state of funk" it kind of puts me on edge. i post on this page to
1:)vent (so as to not take it out on others, i have heard second hand how that makes some people feel)
2:) perspective (so i can look back at some of these posts someday and figure out if there are different ways to handle things better and so on) not to be mocked because you don't understand what is going on.
i am sure it will be a while.
peace
i am starting to get this feeling,..........and this has only happen to me i think twice before in my life. it is a funk i guess (if that is what you call it, staci calls it a grumpy mood, but that is not it either, cause when i get grumpy i stop talking, that is not the case). i am starting to feel predictable and i hate that feeling. i feel like i am falling into a rut, i do not need ruts, i welcome change constant or otherwise. regardless i open my arms to it. to let you know how it really makes me feel........ i want to crawl out of my own skin, the feeling of being trapped. this makes my mind start to race and i will do just about anything to not have to think about it.....sometimes this involves screaming, boxing, cussing (maybe this is the early signs of turrets syndrom....hm). it is like i know exactly what my next move is going to be before it even happens. then i start to think again, how the hell can people live like this.....it goes a little something like this..... oh i know what i am going to do tonight, the same damn thing i did last night. i have the same conversations everyday about the same things. no matter how many hobbies i pick up along the way and so on, it does not help. trust me it is not from a lack of things to do, because i have enough plates twirling on sticks i could join the circus. i feel like i have become boring, i know to some of you you have already thought that. maybe, finally i am starting to have that nervous breakdown that i truly deserve.
i was looking on one of those pages that you can see what your name would be somewhere else. so here are mine.
My mexican name
Doņa Yolanda-Abigail
My Japanese name
Sada Watanabe
My Irish name
Jade McKenna
I am sooooooo useing the irish name when i go to ireland i will be living there sooooooo long that i might forget that my name is really leeanne......hehehehe.
just checking in.
peace.
today was/is mothers day, i went with scott and brian to my aunt and uncles house to for brunch, but it was really breakfast because it was at 9:00 am this morning. then aj, lisa, katie and i went around gj and did a little shopping at michaels then the vitamin cottage and then we went to the mall, target, katie went and ate at the cafe court. then we went to see SAHARA, for me it is again but i enjoyed just as much the second time. it is shallow but i especially enjoyed seeing Matthew McConahayhayhay again. i am thinking that we need to be friends someday.....heheheheh. (yes that would be the evil laugh). then we went to eat at the gangus grill and then to coldstones. then we/i drove like a mutha to get back in time for lisa and scott to go and see THE INTERPRITER, so that ment that i got to watch the kids (brian, jacob and gabrial). now i am watching a episode of gilmore girls and then i need to go to bed so that i can go to work.
so i hope all is well in blogland.
peace
hi, um yes, do you mind if i ask you a question? have you seen my ass lately? why you ask, well it seems i have been working it off lately and it is not dragging like it used to, so i was wondering if it was gone all together or if i had just misplaced it. if you see it could you contact me at 555-1397. thank you.