what do i have to do to rub someone out of my past. about three, three and a half years ago, because i fell under the presure of family friends and church, i made the mistake of dating and living with a guy i wish i now had never met. i did not see him for the longest time until this last month and now i have seen him twice in the last two weeks. the first time i saw him he was drunk and started trash talking me in front of all our friends (mind you his current girlfriend was with him). i did something that is so out of character i just stood there and let him make and ass out of himself and then let someone else defend me. after i was in a really really really bad mood (not letting him see this though) but unfortunately taking it out on my friends and for this i am sorry. i was more mad at myself for letting it get to me, because what this man thinks of me does not have any merit what sooooooo ever. then today he "happen" to show up at wal-mart stone sobber to let me know exactly how he feels about me. it was not pretty and i did not want to cause a scene at my work. in not so many words and in hushed tones, i told him to get the F$&* out and don't bother me again. this did not faze him if anything it sparred him on. i kept trying to walk away and it was not working because he just kept fallowing me around. now i know the things that he said about me are not true, but when you hear something over and over again it makes you start to think......and that is a bad thing concidering that all the stuff i was hearing was total and complete CRAP. thus not putting me in a very good mood this evening, i tried not to take it out on my friends this time. i did however get to have a heart to heart talk with my aunt, which i do not get to do very often. so who knows when the next encounter will be but hopefully it is not soon. enough.
HOUSE UPDATE
the foundation is poured and covered, due to the fact that it has started to rain again and they do not want to chance mold again. i have however talked to the tile guy again and the gentelman that is painting my front enteryway pillars they are happy with this other contractor and think that he is a good guy.
MOVIE WATCHING
last night we watched FINDING NEVERLAND loved it....very good.
tonight we are watching NOTHING TO LOSE this has to be one of my favorite. so a good movie for a day like to day.
sorry for the crappy blog.
peace
i have hurt my back yet again. all of this is starting to piss me off. this time was so stupid, i tripped over a rolling rack of clothes. i felt it instantly, went to the Dr...... twice yesterday. the first time he had to basically jump on my leg to get my back to set. he finds it ammusing when colorful mediphors fly out of my mouth...this time i made it a point to do this in arabic so that this really bad word would not make him think that i was a sailor. he just grinned and said i have not heard that one before. i could not laugh i was dieing in pain.
because i had more then one appointment i stayed at lisa's so that i would not have to drive back and forth, by the end of the day i could not drive anyway, so scott had to come and get me. anyway lisa was like if you had your stuffed moved in here then you could just stay here. you see i am moving in with lisa sometime this month. scott and lisa have been bantering back and forth about how i am staying here or going there. ammusing, but i am sure that the Nelson family is ready for me to be gone.
i can not wait until my house is done. they started on it the day that we blew it up. i am told that they are working hard on it and excited that things are going well. my friend went out and accutually walked the the lay out that they had with string etc. and the contractor went through and messured it with him and things are a go. thank God. i will be going out there most likely next week just to see how things are going. i will deffinetly be making more trips to check on this one so that there are no mistakes and i can make sure they are doing things i the way i want.
hope all is well.
peace
yet again i have taken on another job......scott thinks that i am crazy, but oh well it is going to be interesting. i am now, along with my friend marylou, a night time manager at D.Q. oh well if anything it is more money coming in.
we have sue watching a Vin Diesel movie. what can i say!
i have to go into work tonight and everynight this week because i have 50 pallets of mens wear kind of annoying. they want them all gone this week, now mind you we get more in everynight so this should prove to be intersting.
i have a wedding tomorrow in telluride but because i got everything i need to get done last week my friend Jeremiha is going to make sure everything goes smoothly so that i do not have to be there. why am i not going to be there you ask. well it just so happens that my ex was invited, because Trinity is a friend of both of ours, and he rsvp that he was going to be there. it is just better that the both of us are not in the same place at the same time.
lisa is having a candle party tomorrow so i need to go and support her. and then i have to go and pick up the washer and dryer from angies house and take it to heathers house, she just got a new house this last week and she is a little excited. then lisa wants me to move in this next week. this should all prove to be interesting.
well i have to go to work so i hope all is well in blogland.
peace
Yesterday started out on the wrong foot.....scott came into the room and said leeanne you are late. CRAP. i was supposed to have caught a flight from GJ to burbank at 7 um yeah, did not make that one. called the airport and talked to my friend chuck and he said that i could catch the next one out at 8:55, this would still put me in cali in time to go and see the house go up or come down how ever you want to see it. i was going to catch a cab to US and get my car and then head to the house. i called judy before i left and asked her to put my paper work in the car for me. well then she took it upon her self to notify MVP and PVP to let them know that i was running late. this is something that i did not want them to know because i did not want them to be at the airport. it takes twice as long to get out of anywhere when they are along. but to my surprise when i got off the plane there stood the mighty mr. R. and i knew the rest where not far behind. it is to much to type to tell you all the things that happened that day but let me tell you this i thought that it was going to go on forever. it was a good day all in all filled with lots wit and bantering, this equalling a very good day. i will be heading back most likely in the next couple of weeks just to see how things are coming along.
today started out ok, brian sent bekah in to wake me up....he wanted breakfast. a habit that i have started is cooking breakfast for the family on sabbath morning. this morning i just wanted to sleep in. but i gave in, i have been told that i am a sucker for these children. then i desided that i did not want to go to church today. i stayed home and cleaned and then went to telluride to give trinity her dress. her wedding is next weekend and i had picked up her dress in California. i finished a few things up there met up with a friend and had lunch and other activities. so far having a good day....then some things happened and it got worse as the day went on and then it just ended up as a really shitty day. most likely because i did not go to church...i believe in karma.
here is a question.........does it annoy the crap out of anyone else other then me when someoen starts to say something like this "um....yeah.....so and so and i were just talking about you and this sittuation the other night." and then that is it, that is all they say. even when you ask them why they were talking about it and all you get in return is a change in subject. if you know who you are and are reading this page take note this is really ANNOYING to me. oh well enough about this.
hope all is well in blogland.
peace.
now how many people do you know that get excited about blowing up their house. well now you know one. my house in california turned to crap in a real big hurry when it started to rain and didn't quit, and it did not help that the contractor was a total and complete dumb ass and messures nothing right. it is going to be fun because i get to blow this one up and start over...yea! no more mold!!! i leave on friday, guys have it wired already and we are going to film it. good times will be had by all. hell my life is better then a three ring circus.
i was a little sad that no one commented on my last post. whats up people? just kidding.
hope all it well in blogland.
peace.
FINALLY!!! i figured it out. some women are all about the ass, some the eyes and some times the smile. not me i am a wit girl. today i truely found out that it is an absolute must.
a guy came in today and was told to find me, he works for the flower shop that is doing the flowers for one of the weddings i am working on. now looking at him and being very shallow i thought wow not bad, not bad at all and then to find out that he was looking for me made it that much better. and in my weak attempt to flirt, because it is not something that i make a habbit of, it showed me that a rock had more wit then this man in front of me. when you have to explain something to some one and it is so funny that it should not have to be explained and they still do not get it, you know that you are dealing with someone truely "special". and dealing with these kinds of people is not one of my favorite past times. oh well at least he was a little bit of eye candy for just a few momments. enough about that.
i am watching DIRTY DANCING-HAVANA NIGHTS. i am sure that alot of you don't like this movie, but alot of you that read this page are men. enough said. cuban dancing fascinates me though. i have wanted to take dancing for quite some time now, but nobody else wants to take it. so that is that. i will someday though because one of my "friends" loves to dance and i think it will be enevidable.
this weekend is going to be good saturday night a bunch of us are going to see THE PACIFIER. can't wait!
another good movie i just saw recently HITCH. great movie for WILL SMITH.
anyway i hope you all have a good weekend.
peace.
i got a speeding ticket a while ago and took my time paying it, only because i forgot about it. anyway i finally sent off the payment and got it back just the other day. well needless to say my court date was today at 8:45 am. now i thought if you got pulled over by STATE PATROL then you could pay your ticket at any court house etc. well apparently that is not the case. so i drove up to Grand Junction to pay the ticket so that i would not be arrested the next time i got/get pulled over. well i got there at 4:03pm (they close at 4:00) and the b@#*% at the window looks at me and says we are closed. i said what? please just let me pay this ticket. we are closed is all i got again. then she says you need to come back tommorrow. i said you don't understand i live in Montrose and i really don't want to drive back up here tomorrow (the whole time i was thinking in the time we have bantered back and forth you could have taken my damn money). but again she looked at me and said you can come back tomorrow. the big F word flew out of my and the guard by the door looked at me smiled and said have a nice day. and i turned to him and gave the most sarcastic smile given in the history of the world. i hope he got the, kiss my ass, point i was trying to get acrossed. this just made my day really crappy, so tomorrow i will take that journey again. lets just pray that i do not get pulled over in the next day.
my back is starting to feel better, thank goodness and the doctor said that it is going better then he thought it would. wooooohoooo.
work is finally getting better.
in couple of weeks i will be going to California to blow up my house and starting over, yea!
hope all is well in blogland.
peace.
